what to say...

we're sick... yep, last week peter was sick, this week noah is sick and myself, just feelin a little under the weather. It is a total different illness from what peter had, thank god!, mostly a fever, I have sinus pressure, noah has a stomach bug. Noah is missing out on his first V-day celabration...i know bummer :( I still have to run the candy over to the school, because I was in charge of that..and don't want to let any kids down.
we got some very upsetting news on Monday...The studio has to move from my garage...yep, this CC&R crap...I just want to scream from the top of a mountain...watch out for CC&Rs.
To make a very long and upsetting story short-
When buying our home, the realtor did not make it sound as though it would be this horrible thing to have my bussiness running out of my house/ garage. ... now a year later the assisation is saying that under no circumstanses can I convert my garage into my pilates studio. So, this really fucks up everything, because I train as noah is sleeping... daycare is soo expensive, and we rather put him in a good school then tons of daycare... and now I have overhang, when i didn't before...this is really going to put a strain on money for me.... I need a miracle right about now- I need to sell my house, find another house and move in there...uuugggg just the thought of all of it makes my head throb.
so i have 30 days to move my studio some place else. I diffently need somebody stronger to deal with this situation for me- god you want to handle this one. let me know when it is safe to come back out!
Right now I am just checking around, trying to stay positive, focused and know that in the end it will all work out...it's just getting there that's the problem.
well, other than being sick and having a crummy week...I love Valentine's Day! and I love loveing so May each and everyone of you receive a hug or a kiss or an I LOVE YOU!